Not of your design

i don't think like you
so why should i write like you
my thoughts
my world

::rewind:: untitled #02

(03/21/2004; 03:20am) - ::rewind:: untitled #02

why is it i can not couple
why is it i care so deeply
i long to grow beyond these biological urges
to leave
the trappings of my own emitions behind
my humanity
behind me
instead
my heart gently breaks
as i watch a couple snuggle beside me